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Fibromyalgia: Symptoms, diagnosis and treatments

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Symptoms of fibromyalgia include muscle and joint stiffness.
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Fibromyalgia is a chronic condition that causes widespread pain all over the body, fatigue and poor sleep, and it often also causes problems with mood, memory and concentration. It affects about 2% of the U.S. population and roughly twice as many women as men. Fibromyalgia tends to be diagnosed in middle age, but people of all ages can develop the condition, according to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC). 

The cause of fibromyalgia is not known, although scientists are studying potential explanations. People with the condition may have abnormal pain perception processing, meaning they may have lower pain threshold than people without fibromyalgia. They are also more likely to have lupus and rheumatoid arthritis — autoimmune disorders in which the immune system attacks healthy tissues and causes painful inflammation, the CDC said.   

Researchers believe that any factors likely contribute to the development of fibromyalgia, including family history of chronic pain, exposure to certain infections and history of physical or psychological trauma, Kevin Boehnke, a research assistant professor in the Chronic Pain and Fatigue Research Center at the University of Michigan, told Live Science by email. 

What are the symptoms of fibromyalgia?

Fibromyalgia is mainly characterized by pain felt throughout the body, as well as fatigue and trouble sleeping, but it can also include a wide variety of other symptoms, according to the National Institute of Arthritis and Musculoskeletal and Skin Diseases (NIAMS). 

These other symptoms may include:

  • Muscle and joint stiffness
  • Muscles that are tender to touch
  • Numbness or tingling in the limbs 
  • Problems with concentrating, thinking clearly and memory (sometimes called “fibro fog”)
  • Heightened sensitivity to light, noise, odors and temperatures
  • Problems with digestion, such as bloating or constipation

Fibromyalgia symptoms tend to flare or fluctuate over time, Afton Hassett, a clinical psychologist and associate professor in the Department of Anesthesiology at the University of Michigan, told Live Science by email.

“A flare-up of symptoms can be caused by several things and often these are highly individualized. For most, excessive activity on the days that they feel good can result in a symptom flare up the next day,” she said. “Other common triggers for a flare-up include poor sleep, stress, and feeling anxious or depressed.”

What are the causes of fibromyalgia?

The causes of fibromyalgia are not known. 

People with fibromyalgia may perceive pain differently to those without the condition due to some sort of disruption that affects the  transmission of pain signals in the nervous system. The same mechanism may also be responsible for fatigue, sleep disturbances and other symptoms characteristic of the disorder, according to NIAMS. That is because neurotransmitters, or chemical messengers, involved in relaying pain signals also help regulate memory, sleep and mood, Boehnke told Live Science. These neurotransmitters include serotonin, dopamine and noradrenaline, for example.

Genetic factors may be responsible for up to 50% of susceptibility to fibromyalgia, which would explain why this condition tends to run in families, according to a 2019 review published in the journal Molecular Pain. People with the condition may have genetic alterations that make them more sensitive to the effects of stress, which is a common trigger for flare-ups, and they may also carry specific versions of genes directly involved in pain perception.

Environmental factors may also increase the chances of developing fibromyalgia by affecting how these genes are expressed, the review authors noted.

“Most genetic diseases and conditions work that way — there is a genetic predisposition but there is also something that triggers the start of the illness,” Hassett said. “With fibromyalgia a physical or emotional trauma can be the triggering event. But also infectious diseases like Lyme disease, Epstein-Barr virus or even COVID-19 are thought to initiate fibromyalgia-like symptoms in a subset of people. ” (Lyme disease is a bacterial infection spread by ticks, and Epstein-Barr virus is the virus behind “mono.”)

Related: The virus behind ‘mono’ might trigger multiple sclerosis in some 

Fibromyalgia may also be linked to numerous health issues, including inflammation and dysfunctions within the immune system, according to a 2021 review published in the International Journal of Molecular Sciences. 

Up to 25% of patients with an autoimmune condition like rheumatoid arthritis or psoriatic arthritis get a secondary diagnosis of fibromyalgia. It’s possible that some people with severe fibromyalgia may carry autoantibodies — immune proteins that inadvertently attack the body’s tissues — characteristic of other autoimmune diseases, Dr. Deepak Ravindran, a consultant in pain medicine based in England, told Live Science by email.  

Antibodies are proteins that help protect the body against viruses and other pathogens, but autoantibodies attack the body’s own tissues. (Image credit: Getty / CHRISTOPH BURGSTEDT / SCIENCE PHOTO LIBRARY)

What are the possible complications of fibromyalgia?

Fibromyalgia is not a fatal disease. However, people with the condition are at higher risk of developing health complications and mental health problems than those without fibromyalgia, according to the CDC.

People with fibromyalgia often have issues with mobility and weakened muscles due to pain and fatigue. Other complications can include dietary deficiencies caused by digestive symptoms and altered eating patterns. Frequent symptom flare-ups can require hospitalization and may worsen mental health, Ravindran said. 

According to the CDC, people with fibromyalgia experience higher rates of major depressive disorder and death by suicide and injury than people without the condition, although their overall mortality rates are similar to the general population.  

How is fibromyalgia diagnosed?

Doctors usually diagnose fibromyalgia based on the patient’s history and a physical examination, and they may use laboratory and imaging tests, such as blood tests and X-rays, to rule out other conditions that have similar symptoms. There are no specific biomarkers — biological molecules found in the body — that are currently used to diagnose fibromyalgia, according to the NIAMS.

Preliminary diagnosis of fibromyalgia is based on a widespread pain index (WPI) and symptom severity (SS score), according to the 2010 guidelines released by the American College of Rheumatology. Doctors use a checklist of areas of the body — lower left leg, upper right arm, left hip, for example — to find out how widespread a patient’s pain is. They also ask patients to rate the severity of their symptoms on a scale from 0 to 3.

According to the 2010 guidelines, a patient satisfies the diagnostic criteria for fibromyalgia  if the following three conditions are met:

  • Their WPI and SS scores indicate a certain level of pain and severity.
  • Their symptoms have been consistent for at least three months.
  • The patient does not have a disorder that would explain the pain.

How is fibromyalgia treated?

There is no cure for fibromyalgia, so treatment focuses on relieving the symptoms, according to the NIAMS. Treatment plans may include a combination of medications, psychological therapy and self-management approaches, such as physical exercise, yoga or tai chi.

The U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) has approved three medications for fibromyalgia and several others that are routinely used. These medications mostly target the neurotransmitter systems that are involved in processing pain signals in the spinal cord and brain, Hassett said. The three medications include the anti-seizure drug pregabalin (brand name Lyrica) and two antidepressants, duloxetine (Cymbalta) and milnacipran (Savella). Over-the-counter painkillers, including acetaminophen (such as Tylenol) or nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drugs (such as aspirin and ibuprofen), may slightly ease the pain and stiffness caused by fibromyalgia, NIAMS said.

Unfortunately, no one medication seems to work well for the majority of people with chronic pain, Hassett said. 

“The most successful treatment is multi-modal, meaning that several domains (aspects of health) are addressed in the treatment plan using a combination of therapies. The people who do best with fibromyalgia are those who understand their unique illness well and have devised strategies to maximize their health,” she said. For example, they aim to have a consistent sleep schedule and minimize their stress levels. “Good, consistent self-care is vital for avoiding symptom flare-ups,” Hassett said.

Movement-based activities are central to the treatment of fibromyalgia, Boehnke told Live Science. “There are many types of movement that can help with fibromyalgia symptoms, and the ‘right’ movement is that which aligns with the preferences and needs of the patient,” he said.

Therapies that include aerobic, strength and flexibility exercises can help reduce the severity of fibromyalgia symptoms. However, the mechanism of action by which movement helps patients with fibromyalgia is unclear, according to a 2019 meta-analysis published in the European Journal of Physical and Rehabilitation Medicine. 

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Furthermore, people with fibromyalgia may benefit from attending talk therapy, including cognitive behavioral therapy, as well as practicing mindfulness and meditation.  

Complementary and alternative medicine treatments such as acupuncture and massage may also help relieve some of the symptoms, such as pain and sleep problems, Boehnke said. (That said, while some studies of acupuncture for fibromyalgia suggest that it may help relieve some patient’s symptoms, overall, the evidence is mixed and more research is needed, according to Mayo Clinic.) 

In addition, emerging evidence suggests that non-invasive neuromodulation — techniques that involve active stimulation of nerves with magnetic fields and electrical currents — may help ease symptoms of fibromyalgia. 

For example, repetitive transcranial magnetic stimulation (rTMS) has shown promising results in treating anxiety, pain, depression and sleep disorders in fibromyalgia patients in clinical trials, according to a 2021 review published in the journal ACS Chemical Neuroscience. Another technique, transcranial direct current stimulation (tDCS), may also offer patients some pain relief, although more research is needed to understand what regions of the brain doctors should target to best treat patients’ symptoms, according to a 2020 meta-analysis published in the Journal of Pain.

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Anna Gora is a health writer at Live Science, having previously worked across Coach, Fit&Well, T3, TechRadar and Tom’s Guide. She is a certified personal trainer, nutritionist and health coach with nearly 10 years of professional experience. Anna holds a Bachelor’s degree in Nutrition from the Warsaw University of Life Sciences, a Master’s degree in Nutrition, Physical Activity & Public Health from the University of Bristol, as well as various health coaching certificates. She is passionate about empowering people to live a healthy lifestyle and promoting the benefits of a plant-based diet.

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Fibromyalgia: Symptoms, diagnosis and treatments

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Symptoms of fibromyalgia include muscle and joint stiffness.
(Image credit: ljubaphoto via Getty Images)

Fibromyalgia is a chronic condition that causes widespread pain all over the body, fatigue and poor sleep, and it often also causes problems with mood, memory and concentration. It affects about 2% of the U.S. population and roughly twice as many women as men. Fibromyalgia tends to be diagnosed in middle age, but people of all ages can develop the condition, according to the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention (CDC). 

The cause of fibromyalgia is not known, although scientists are studying potential explanations. People with the condition may have abnormal pain perception processing, meaning they may have lower pain threshold than people without fibromyalgia. They are also more likely to have lupus and rheumatoid arthritis — autoimmune disorders in which the immune system attacks healthy tissues and causes painful inflammation, the CDC said.   

Researchers believe that any factors likely contribute to the development of fibromyalgia, including family history of chronic pain, exposure to certain infections and history of physical or psychological trauma, Kevin Boehnke, a research assistant professor in the Chronic Pain and Fatigue Research Center at the University of Michigan, told Live Science by email. 

What are the symptoms of fibromyalgia?

Fibromyalgia is mainly characterized by pain felt throughout the body, as well as fatigue and trouble sleeping, but it can also include a wide variety of other symptoms, according to the National Institute of Arthritis and Musculoskeletal and Skin Diseases (NIAMS). 

These other symptoms may include:

  • Muscle and joint stiffness
  • Muscles that are tender to touch
  • Numbness or tingling in the limbs 
  • Problems with concentrating, thinking clearly and memory (sometimes called “fibro fog”)
  • Heightened sensitivity to light, noise, odors and temperatures
  • Problems with digestion, such as bloating or constipation

Fibromyalgia symptoms tend to flare or fluctuate over time, Afton Hassett, a clinical psychologist and associate professor in the Department of Anesthesiology at the University of Michigan, told Live Science by email.

“A flare-up of symptoms can be caused by several things and often these are highly individualized. For most, excessive activity on the days that they feel good can result in a symptom flare up the next day,” she said. “Other common triggers for a flare-up include poor sleep, stress, and feeling anxious or depressed.”

What are the causes of fibromyalgia?

The causes of fibromyalgia are not known. 

People with fibromyalgia may perceive pain differently to those without the condition due to some sort of disruption that affects the  transmission of pain signals in the nervous system. The same mechanism may also be responsible for fatigue, sleep disturbances and other symptoms characteristic of the disorder, according to NIAMS. That is because neurotransmitters, or chemical messengers, involved in relaying pain signals also help regulate memory, sleep and mood, Boehnke told Live Science. These neurotransmitters include serotonin, dopamine and noradrenaline, for example.

Genetic factors may be responsible for up to 50% of susceptibility to fibromyalgia, which would explain why this condition tends to run in families, according to a 2019 review published in the journal Molecular Pain. People with the condition may have genetic alterations that make them more sensitive to the effects of stress, which is a common trigger for flare-ups, and they may also carry specific versions of genes directly involved in pain perception.

Environmental factors may also increase the chances of developing fibromyalgia by affecting how these genes are expressed, the review authors noted.

“Most genetic diseases and conditions work that way — there is a genetic predisposition but there is also something that triggers the start of the illness,” Hassett said. “With fibromyalgia a physical or emotional trauma can be the triggering event. But also infectious diseases like Lyme disease, Epstein-Barr virus or even COVID-19 are thought to initiate fibromyalgia-like symptoms in a subset of people. ” (Lyme disease is a bacterial infection spread by ticks, and Epstein-Barr virus is the virus behind “mono.”)

Related: The virus behind ‘mono’ might trigger multiple sclerosis in some 

Fibromyalgia may also be linked to numerous health issues, including inflammation and dysfunctions within the immune system, according to a 2021 review published in the International Journal of Molecular Sciences. 

Up to 25% of patients with an autoimmune condition like rheumatoid arthritis or psoriatic arthritis get a secondary diagnosis of fibromyalgia. It’s possible that some people with severe fibromyalgia may carry autoantibodies — immune proteins that inadvertently attack the body’s tissues — characteristic of other autoimmune diseases, Dr. Deepak Ravindran, a consultant in pain medicine based in England, told Live Science by email.  

Antibodies are proteins that help protect the body against viruses and other pathogens, but autoantibodies attack the body’s own tissues. (Image credit: Getty / CHRISTOPH BURGSTEDT / SCIENCE PHOTO LIBRARY)

What are the possible complications of fibromyalgia?

Fibromyalgia is not a fatal disease. However, people with the condition are at higher risk of developing health complications and mental health problems than those without fibromyalgia, according to the CDC.

People with fibromyalgia often have issues with mobility and weakened muscles due to pain and fatigue. Other complications can include dietary deficiencies caused by digestive symptoms and altered eating patterns. Frequent symptom flare-ups can require hospitalization and may worsen mental health, Ravindran said. 

According to the CDC, people with fibromyalgia experience higher rates of major depressive disorder and death by suicide and injury than people without the condition, although their overall mortality rates are similar to the general population.  

How is fibromyalgia diagnosed?

Doctors usually diagnose fibromyalgia based on the patient’s history and a physical examination, and they may use laboratory and imaging tests, such as blood tests and X-rays, to rule out other conditions that have similar symptoms. There are no specific biomarkers — biological molecules found in the body — that are currently used to diagnose fibromyalgia, according to the NIAMS.

Preliminary diagnosis of fibromyalgia is based on a widespread pain index (WPI) and symptom severity (SS score), according to the 2010 guidelines released by the American College of Rheumatology. Doctors use a checklist of areas of the body — lower left leg, upper right arm, left hip, for example — to find out how widespread a patient’s pain is. They also ask patients to rate the severity of their symptoms on a scale from 0 to 3.

According to the 2010 guidelines, a patient satisfies the diagnostic criteria for fibromyalgia  if the following three conditions are met:

  • Their WPI and SS scores indicate a certain level of pain and severity.
  • Their symptoms have been consistent for at least three months.
  • The patient does not have a disorder that would explain the pain.

How is fibromyalgia treated?

There is no cure for fibromyalgia, so treatment focuses on relieving the symptoms, according to the NIAMS. Treatment plans may include a combination of medications, psychological therapy and self-management approaches, such as physical exercise, yoga or tai chi.

The U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) has approved three medications for fibromyalgia and several others that are routinely used. These medications mostly target the neurotransmitter systems that are involved in processing pain signals in the spinal cord and brain, Hassett said. The three medications include the anti-seizure drug pregabalin (brand name Lyrica) and two antidepressants, duloxetine (Cymbalta) and milnacipran (Savella). Over-the-counter painkillers, including acetaminophen (such as Tylenol) or nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drugs (such as aspirin and ibuprofen), may slightly ease the pain and stiffness caused by fibromyalgia, NIAMS said.

Unfortunately, no one medication seems to work well for the majority of people with chronic pain, Hassett said. 

“The most successful treatment is multi-modal, meaning that several domains (aspects of health) are addressed in the treatment plan using a combination of therapies. The people who do best with fibromyalgia are those who understand their unique illness well and have devised strategies to maximize their health,” she said. For example, they aim to have a consistent sleep schedule and minimize their stress levels. “Good, consistent self-care is vital for avoiding symptom flare-ups,” Hassett said.

Movement-based activities are central to the treatment of fibromyalgia, Boehnke told Live Science. “There are many types of movement that can help with fibromyalgia symptoms, and the ‘right’ movement is that which aligns with the preferences and needs of the patient,” he said.

Therapies that include aerobic, strength and flexibility exercises can help reduce the severity of fibromyalgia symptoms. However, the mechanism of action by which movement helps patients with fibromyalgia is unclear, according to a 2019 meta-analysis published in the European Journal of Physical and Rehabilitation Medicine. 

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Furthermore, people with fibromyalgia may benefit from attending talk therapy, including cognitive behavioral therapy, as well as practicing mindfulness and meditation.  

Complementary and alternative medicine treatments such as acupuncture and massage may also help relieve some of the symptoms, such as pain and sleep problems, Boehnke said. (That said, while some studies of acupuncture for fibromyalgia suggest that it may help relieve some patient’s symptoms, overall, the evidence is mixed and more research is needed, according to Mayo Clinic.) 

In addition, emerging evidence suggests that non-invasive neuromodulation — techniques that involve active stimulation of nerves with magnetic fields and electrical currents — may help ease symptoms of fibromyalgia. 

For example, repetitive transcranial magnetic stimulation (rTMS) has shown promising results in treating anxiety, pain, depression and sleep disorders in fibromyalgia patients in clinical trials, according to a 2021 review published in the journal ACS Chemical Neuroscience. Another technique, transcranial direct current stimulation (tDCS), may also offer patients some pain relief, although more research is needed to understand what regions of the brain doctors should target to best treat patients’ symptoms, according to a 2020 meta-analysis published in the Journal of Pain.

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Anna Gora is a health writer at Live Science, having previously worked across Coach, Fit&Well, T3, TechRadar and Tom’s Guide. She is a certified personal trainer, nutritionist and health coach with nearly 10 years of professional experience. Anna holds a Bachelor’s degree in Nutrition from the Warsaw University of Life Sciences, a Master’s degree in Nutrition, Physical Activity & Public Health from the University of Bristol, as well as various health coaching certificates. She is passionate about empowering people to live a healthy lifestyle and promoting the benefits of a plant-based diet.

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“It was as if you were beaten for a long time and your muscles were twisted inside out.

” How to live, make movies and make love when everything hurts

Anya Kuzminykh has two difficult illnesses: one causes pain all over her body, the second drives her into excruciating depression. Neither one nor the other has yet been treated – neither with antidepressants, nor with Lyrica, nor with opium. Living in such a state is hard, but necessary. Swallowing painkillers, Anya made a film for the New York festival, worked in the Moscow City Council and took part in the Pussy Riot action. The girl frankly told the Daily Storm about the course of the disease.

Fibromyalgia is a chronic pain syndrome. For a long time it was interpreted as a medical phenomenon, but now doctors are clarifying: for unexplored reasons, the sensitivity of the nervous system increases dramatically in response to simple stimuli, such as touch. The disease is accompanied by weakness, sleep disturbance, depression.

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Anya developed symptoms of fibromyalgia in her first year at VGIK, when she was 18 years old. The pain was constant and unrelenting. All the time it pulled back, “as if you were beaten for a long time and your muscles were twisted inside out.” Arms and legs began to bend with difficulty.

“Even having a blanket on you hurts. You fall asleep, you want to hide, but the blanket only makes it worse. Or pain from the touch of clothes. You tie your sneakers – and in the place where the laces put a little more pressure on the skin, pain again. Or when you grab the doorknob, ”Anna gives examples.

The exact diagnosis was given to the girl only after a year and a half. If you type the word “fibromyalgia” in a search engine, one of the first pictures will appear about 18 trigger points. If pain occurs when you press 11 of them, you can safely suspect fibromyalgia. It would seem that a simple instruction for diagnosis.

“I was tested for 18 points, but the difficulty is that they are very specific. This is a small area on the body – half a centimeter to the right, half a centimeter to the left and you have not found it. And if you find it, then a person with fibromyalgia screams! It’s not just painful, it’s really painful.”

18 trigger points Collage: © clinicavalmed.ru

Until now, fibromyalgia is diagnosed by exclusion: they check the spine, parts of the brain, look for rheumatological diseases such as lupus erythematosus. For more than a year, Anya was observed in clinics in Moscow and Nizhny Novgorod. Fibromyalgia was finally confirmed already in Berlin.

“A fair-haired German doctor <...> confirms the diagnosis and says: “There is good news, they don’t die from this!” I look at him with incomprehension: “Are you sure this is really good news?” He doesn’t understand humor. The translator looks at me with sad eyes.

Diary page 6, December 18, 2015

Bipolar disorder prevents Anya from coping with her pain. Unlike fibromyalgia, the symptoms of bipolar have become noticeable since childhood. For all the time the girl had four suicide attempts. Two of them are “inept”, still at school, in high school. The last occurred in March of this year – it came to a coma.

For a long time, Anya avoided the diagnosis, changed a bunch of psychiatrists, until she finally accepted it – bipolar disorder of the second type. Depression in this case is almost constant, at times it gives way to hypomania. “With hypomania, you want alcohol, drugs, a lot of activity. In the depressive phase, you just want to die. And now I’m trying to get out of this state, ”says Anya.

“It’s hard to be a whole, independent, self-sufficient person when you have a psychiatrist and a psychotherapist. Especially when one of them is on vacation.

Diary, page 10, April 2, 2018.

Kino, Moscow City Duma, Pussy Riot

After the diagnosis was confirmed, the girl returned to Nizhny Novgorod. Anya visited the screenwriting department of VGIK whenever possible to keep abreast of things. At home, work began on the short film “Tea”, in which Petr Mamonov starred.

“There is no secret here. When I needed Petr Nikolaevich, I simply printed out my script, bought tickets for his concert, left my phone number and gave the folder along with the flowers. He called me back and said: “Ready to act.” After “Tea”, it was easier to recruit actors for “Recertification”, ”said the interlocutor.

“Tea” fired. The film was shown in New York and awarded prizes. Taking painkillers, Anya traveled to festivals, and then there was a recession. Parting with a young man, a terrible depression, elusive ambitions. It seemed that it was time to return to the capital.

It took some time to find a job in Moscow. For a long time, Anya was killed and received refusals (“They didn’t even take me to write scripts for REN TV,” she admits). Strange as it may seem, politics helped. As a volunteer in the election campaign of Lyubov Sobol, Anya fit into the crowd and got a job in the Moscow City Duma.

“I did not expect that I would be hired as an assistant to Daria Besedina (deputy of the Moscow City Duma, member of the Yabloko party. — Note by Daily Storm). They just urgently needed a person who knows how to make videos for YouTube. I saw a vacancy and went for an interview. But I must say, I didn’t cope well … After a month of work, I just fell. I was on my feet from seven in the morning until late at night every day, such physical activity is not for me.

We wander with Maxim Katz through the dark empty Moscow City Duma. The time is early eleven. We pass the place of glory – here hang drawn graphic portraits of some amazing people who sat in these offices with a tired, indifferent face. “Let’s draw a portrait of Navalny in the same style and replace someone’s portrait?” Maxim says, and I just look around in surprise.

Diary, page 12, September 7, 2020.

At the same time, Anya met Maria Alyokhina, a member of the Pussy Riot group. Together they staged the “Stop (!) Gulag” action: banners with photographs of political prisoners were hung on the bridge opposite the Kremlin. Anya was supposed to join another action, when the administrative buildings were decorated with LGBT flags. However, the girl left the team due to poor health.

Maria Alekhina on the left Photo: © instagram / annkuzminikh

After a year in Moscow, Anya returned to Nizhny Novgorod again: “I moved to my parents’ country house and am sitting here alone. I don’t know when this state will end and how I will return somewhere there.”

Lyrica and electroshock

“I take: Latuda (an antipsychotic), Prozac (antidepressant), lithium (for phase changes). “Lyric” (should be for pain, but in fact it just gives strength). Plus opiates when it really hurts: tramadol and targin,” Anya lists her daily prescription.

In thematic chats, there is an opinion that patients with fibromyalgia get addicted to drugs that they cannot get off for a long time, for example, antidepressants. Anya disagrees. With fibromyalgia, psychotropic drugs are indeed prescribed. It was believed that in microdoses they can affect pain. But there is no getting used to them. In the same way, patients are often prescribed Lyrica, a well-known anticonvulsant drug among drug addicts. But he, according to Anya, does not lead to addiction and “kickbacks”. The most alarming drugs on the list are opioids.

“Opiates relieve pain by about 30%, three to four hours in time. The problem is, just like with other drugs, you need to constantly increase the dosage in order for the drug to work. I got to the point where I need to drink more than the maximum daily dose to feel the effect, says Anya. “Besides, after opioids comes “waste”. For a couple of hours the pain lets go, but then it only gets worse. It’s such entertainment.

“I wake up and swallow Seroquel. I fall asleep. I wake up. I swallow seroquel. I fall asleep. I wake up. I’m taking phenazepam. I fall asleep. What are the days already?

Diary, page 10, April 2, 2018.

Over time Anya developed drug resistance. The prescribed medicine stops working after two months, the condition worsens and the search for remedies begins again with the psychiatrist. This time the doctors prescribed a course of TMS (transcranial magnetic stimulation). If it does not help, you will have to resort to electroconvulsive therapy (in everyday life – electric shock).

“Before, I ended up in a psychiatric hospital after trying to commit suicide, but this time I came myself. She ran away from there. The TMS procedure is almost invisible, but being in a psychiatric hospital completely exhausted me. I was in both private psychiatric hospitals and public ones. It’s all equally terrible, ”Anna reluctantly recalls.

Kissing and loneliness

There is no one in Russia to talk about fibromyalgia with. The patient community is much more developed in Europe and the USA. In Russia, these are, as a rule, small groups and chats created quite recently. From the dialogues in them it becomes clear: everyone endures fibromyalgia in different ways. Someone is chained to a wheelchair, and someone is able to combine illness with work.

“I find it difficult to communicate with positive people who feel pain in a milder way. It makes me angry, I, apparently, begin to envy them, ”Anna admits.

Family and relatives remain the main support. Now Anya is not dating anyone, although before that she had been in a relationship for a long time. Fibromyalgia also made its own adjustments here.

“There is no pain from kisses and hugs. With making love… If you don’t get very excited, to the point of eerily, then nothing will work. You will be in pain. It is only when hormones overwhelm the head and natural opioids are released that intimacy is possible. I didn’t have much of a problem in that regard. Yes, I can only sleep in one position, but people got used to it, ”Anna shared.

When meeting new people, Anya does not mention fibromyalgia until she has to explain why she needs to sit up abruptly or take a pill: was bad. Gradually, you just wash out of the social field. Something like this”.

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I don’t need psychologists
I hate all psychologists, I was prescribed psychotherapy after being diagnosed with fibromyalgia… and they were talking some nonsense
I was 22 years old – and fiber was only the first herald of a formidable severe disabling disease
I hate all this poor medicine in our country
And the most important thing this institute of immanopathology killed in me – I did not hiccup the reason

THESE *** do not know that fibromyalgia and interstitial cystitis are only local manifestations of mast cell disorders
I wish them to experience all the pain that I have experienced all my life
HUNDREDS of doctors and not one could give me mastocytosis until I myself passed tryptase
They stupidly do not know how it is and what it is.
No one reads from doctors pubmed and latest research
I’m tired of headaches
I’m tired of the temperature
I’m tired of the bolt in the back
I’m tired of interstitial cystitis
this is an incurable disease
I don’t want any psychologists

rita , age: 33 / 11/13/2015

Responses:

Hello, Rita! I sympathize with you very much. I can advise you to contact on the Internet with people who also have this disease. Communicate, perhaps there are medicines or ways that helped them, eased their suffering. Seek help from God if you are a believer. Stay healthy! Hold on!

Irina, age: 11/27/2015


Rita!
Please read the Gospel, listen to Professor Osipov’s lectures (available on the Internet)!
Professor Osipov says that a person in every minute of his life is in the best condition for salvation. So your illness was given to you so that YOU could correct your life, change, rethink. Get rid of resentment, pride, accept life with humility.
They pray for health to the Healer Panteleimon. This saint did many miracles: there are cases of getting rid of AIDS, cancer, diabetes.
I wish you health and strength!

Alice, age: 11/32/2015


Rita, there are no psychologists here. This is where ordinary people answer. Often also with serious illnesses.
You suffered a misfortune – a serious chronic illness. Rare disease. In domestic medicine little studied. Who could have guessed in her early stages that it was she?
You, Rita, are very clever and well done, that you yourself began to look for the cause, read the literature, did a rare analysis yourself, helped the doctors, albeit belatedly, to establish an accurate diagnosis. What to do now? Well, probably cry, throw out aggression. And then start doing the most important thing: to be treated with all available modern methods. You write that you have money for treatment – this is good, because it saves you from having to spend time looking for this money. The next step is to find those countries and doctors who deal with your disease. Internet help! Search. As soon as you find it, write off and go for treatment. let the disease be chronic, but remission can be achieved! Significantly improve the quality of life! Fight for yourself, dear! You are a fighter, judging by your letter! Contact qualified specialists, I think they will help. Well, they gave you one more good advice: ask God for help, ask Him to finally send you these knowledgeable specialists.
Ritulya, it’s hard for you, but you can do it!

Elena, age: 58 / 11/14/2015


I am a Protestant from birth..
I did not commit terrible crimes
I don’t know why GOD doesn’t punish the really bad people…
fix my life? I’m just stupidly ill, I don’t even go outside every day…
Doctors are not to blame? no one just wanted to think, everything is very simple…
My mother is a Protestant, she always prayed, but it was necessary to act.. look for the cause of the disease

She thought that everything would be solved by prayer, but she had a heart attack, and prayers did not help, although she prays every day and reads the Bible and goes to the prayer house, and works for a small teacher’s salary, thinking that this is her mission. ..

rita, age: 11/33/2015


Rita, is the diagnosis established now? So what do you need? Yes! Need medical help! And keep praying. What is the contradiction in this?
Illness is very often no punishment! Have you read the Bible? Of course you did! How does the Lord speak about the man born blind? It’s not his fault, nor his parents’! There is no her! Why, why the disease is allowed to a person, we do not know. Was Job sinful? Well, you read the Book of Job! No, he was righteous!
Of course, dear, you can now spend all your strength on finding the guilty, on cursing doctors, on rebellion before God. But tell me, to you personally, how will this help? Maybe it is still wiser to feel sorry for yourself and your mother and start treatment?
And before the treatment, nevertheless, pray that God would send you knowledgeable doctors. Ritochka, start treatment and treat yourself diligently, stubbornly, persistently.
I really want you to go into remission.